salihkevirbiri@gmail.com<\/strong><\/a> <\/p>\n\n\n\nLi\np\u00ea\u015f, \u015fif\u00ear\u00ea me Siyabend\u00ea Ord\u00ee<\/em> \u00fb heval\u00ea me y\u00ea kameraman Goran<\/em>;\nli pa\u015f j\u00ee, ez \u00fb M\u00eer\u00ea Bil\u00fbr\u00ea Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo.<\/em> Em ji Er\u00eevan\u00ea<\/em>\nber bi gund\u00ea Solxoza 4\u2019an<\/em> ve di\u00e7in. Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo israr dike ku em li\ngund\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fiya xwe Dengb\u00eaj Feyzoy\u00ea Riza<\/em> hildin \u00fb wisa bi\u00e7in. Feyzoy\u00ea\nRiza biraziy\u00ea dengb\u00eaj\u00ean bi nav \u00fb deng \u015eeroy\u00ea Biro <\/em>\u00fb Mec\u00eed\u00ea\nFaris<\/em> e. Dostaniya Eg\u00eed \u00fb Feyzo gelek\u00ee ba\u015f e. Pi\u015ft\u00ee \u015f\u00eawr-mi\u015f\u00eawirkirin\n\u00fb \u2018er\u00ea\u2019<\/em>kirin\u00ea, seyareya me dikeve gund \u00fb li ber deriy\u00ea mala\nFeyzoy\u00ea Riza disekine. Her \u00e7i qas li gel Feyzo jin \u00fb ke\u00e7a w\u00ee j\u00ee dixwazin\nku em derbas\u00ee mal\u00ea bibin, \u00e7ay an qehweyek\u00ea vexwin; em doza l\u00eabor\u00een\u00ea dikin\nku riya me d\u00fbr e \u00fb div\u00ea em z\u00fb herin. Pi\u015ft\u00ee maweyeke kin, Feyzo hat siwar b\u00fb\n\u00fb seyareya me bi ger\u00ea ket. Deng\u00ea Mihemed \u015e\u00eaxoy\u00ea dengz\u00ear\u00een<\/em> ji\nteyba texsiy\u00ea bilind dibe: \n\n\n\n…Ay\n l\u00ea gul\u00ea gula min \u00ee\n \n <\/em>\u015e\u00ear\u00eena\n li ber dil\u00ea min \u00ee \n \n \n <\/em>Gul\u00ea\n nadim bi mal\u00ea din\u00ea \n \n <\/em>Ez\n ji ber Gul\u00ea t\u00eam ku\u015ftin\u00ea… \n \n <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nJi\nmehan meha berfanbar\u00ea. Meha daw\u00ee ya sala 2001\u2019\u00ea. 12\u2019\u00ea meh\u00ea. Ev \u015fe\u015f\nroj in ku ji Stenbol\u00ea hatime Er\u00eevan\u00ea. P\u00eanc roj b\u00fbn ku min ser \u00fb guh ji\ndost \u00fb heval\u00ean xwe y\u00ean Er\u00eevan\u00ea birib\u00fbn. Sedema v\u00ea yek\u00ea j\u00ee, daxwaza \u00e7\u00fby\u00eena\ngund\u00ea Karapet\u00ea Xa\u00e7o <\/em>b\u00fb. Va ye di\nroja 6\u2019an de em ber bi gund\u00ea dengb\u00eaj\u00ea efsaney\u00ee ve di\u00e7in. \u2018Gelo\nniha di \u00e7i rew\u015f\u00ea de ye?\u2019<\/em>, \u2018H\u00ea\nj\u00ee dikare stran \u00fb kilaman bib\u00eaje?\u2019<\/em>, \u2018Dema\nku dest bi gotina kilaman bike, dikare heta king\u00ea bib\u00eaje?\u2019<\/em>, \u2018B\u00eariya\nw\u00ee aliy\u00ea Erez\u00ea, ango b\u00eariya De\u015fta Xerzan \u00fb Her\u00eama Re\u015fkotan kiriye?\u2019 <\/em>Ji\nber ku bi van pirsan ser\u00ea xwe di\u00ea\u015f\u00eenim, gotina Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo y\u00ea bi reng\u00ea, \u2018Salihcan!\nMalnem\u00eerat\u00ea Karapet b\u00eay\u00ee vexwarina araq\u00ea kilaman nab\u00eaje. Ji b\u00eer neke em\n\u015f\u00fb\u015feyek \u00ee\u00e7k\u00ee j\u00ea re bibin!..\u2019 <\/em>Seh\nnakim. Goran d\u00eahna xwe dide ku deng ji min \u00e7\u00eanabe, ber\u00ea xwe dide Siyabend \u00fb\nbi deng\u00ea xwe y\u00ea bilind gotina Mam\u00ea Eg\u00eed bi cureyek\u00ee din dib\u00eaje: \u2018Siyabend, li ber dikanek\u00ea bisekine em ji Ap\u00ea Karapet re araq\u00ea\nbikirin.\u2019<\/em>\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\nPi\u015ft\u00ee\nkir\u00eena \u015f\u00fb\u015feyeke l\u00eetrey\u00ee ya votkaya r\u00fbsan \u00fb \u00e7end p\u00eel j\u00ee ji bo teyba\nmin a tomarkirin\u00ea, me d\u00eesa riya xwe ajot. Navbera Er\u00eevan \u00fb gund\u00ea Solxoz\u00ea\nbi qas\u00ee saetek\u00ea diki\u015f\u00eene. Solxoz gir\u00eaday\u00ee nehiyeya E\u00e7m\u00eeedz\u00een\u00ea ye. E\u00e7m\u00eeedz\u00een\nnavendeke d\u00een\u00ee ye \u00fb mezin\u00ea ruhan\u00ee y\u00ea tevahiya ermeniy\u00ean dinyay\u00ea Karek\u00een\n2 li vir e. Ji ber ku gund\u00ea Solxoz\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ee Balafirgeha Er\u00eevan\u00ea ye, bi gur\u00eeniya\ndeng\u00ea balafir\u00ean ku radibin \u00fb dat\u00eenin em ketin nava gund. \n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eg\u00eed\u00ea\nCimo di sala 1955\u2019an de hatiye gund. Ji bo ku Karapet biwe Radyoya Er\u00eevan\u00ea.\nFeyzoy\u00ea Riza j\u00ee, \u00e7end caran hatiye civata Karapet. L\u00ea ji ber ku gelek wext\nderbas b\u00fbye, xwiya ye ku em \u00ea ji hinekan pirsa mala Karapet bikin. Erebeya me\nh\u00ead\u00ee h\u00ead\u00ee di\u00e7e, pi\u015ft re j\u00ee ji bo pirs\u00ea disekine. Ez d\u00eahna xwe didim mal\u00ean\nli nava gund. Siphanelah! Tu ferqa van xaniyan ji xaniy\u00ean gund\u00ea Serhed, Xerzan\n\u00fb Amed\u00ea n\u00een e… Diyar e gundek\u00ee mezin e. Ji sed\u00ee z\u00eadetir xan\u00ee dixwiyin.\n\u00c7end gundiy\u00ean ku li dev\u00ea deriy\u00ean xwe kar dikin t\u00eaderdixin em xer\u00eeb in.\nMirovek\u00ee ku emr\u00ea w\u00ee li dora 35-40 sal\u00ee ye ber bi me ve t\u00ea. Bi Siyabend re\nbi ziman\u00ea ermenk\u00ee xeber dide. Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo, Feyzoy\u00ea Riza \u00fb Siyabend wek\u00ee\nziman\u00ea xwe bi ermenk\u00ee xwe\u015fik mij\u00fbl dibin. Em d\u00eesa li texsiya xwe ya\njihevket\u00ee siwar b\u00fbn \u00fb li gor\u00ee tar\u00eefa m\u00earik\u00ea ermen em \u00e7\u00fbn \u00fb li ber hew\u015feke\nmezin sekin\u00een. Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo di bin simb\u00ealan re dikene. Ber\u00ea xwe da min \u00fb\ngot:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Ha ji te re mala Karapet\u00ea Xa\u00e7o!.. <\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\nBel\u00ea\nev der mala Karapet\u00ea Xa\u00e7o ye. Mala dengb\u00eaj\u00ea min \u00ea zarokatiy\u00ea. Fileh\u00ea E\u015f\u00eera\nRe\u015fkotan, Dengb\u00eaj\u00ea Malbata Fil\u00eet\u00ea Quto. \u2018Kew\u00ea Ribat\u2019 \u00fb \u2018Quling\u00ea De\u015fta\nXerzan\u2019. Li binxet\u00ea \u2018Dost\u00ea Hesen Axay\u00ea Cizraw\u00ee\u2019, \u2018Lejyoner\u00ea Fransay\u00ea\u2019\n\u00fb li Qefqasyay\u00ea \u2018Xwe\u015fawaz\u00ea Deng\u00ea Er\u00eevan\u00ea\u2019. \n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
–\nH\u00fbn bi x\u00ear hatin, ser seran \u00fb ser \u00e7avan hatin!..\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nEv\ndeng deng\u00ea S\u00earop e. S\u00earop kur\u00ea Karapet\u00ea Xa\u00e7o ye. Emr\u00ea w\u00ee raser\u00ee 60 sal\u00ee\nye. \u00c7awa ku karkerek\u00ee komir\u00ea be \u00fb \u00e7endek ber\u00ea ji heft qat bin\u00ea erd\u00ea\nhatibe, cil\u00ea qir\u00eaj l\u00ea ne. Pi\u015ft\u00ee 4-5 deqeyan bi ken\u00ea xwe y\u00ea xwe\u015fik\nKarapet\u00ea Xa\u00e7o ber bi me ve hat. Li dev\u00ea d\u00ear\u00ee x\u00earhatina me dike. Ew \u00fb Eg\u00eed\u00ea\nCimo k\u00eafxwe\u015fiy\u00ea didin hev. Hev qepa\u00e7e dikin. Em di deriy\u00ea text\u00een re derbas\u00ee\nhundir dibin. \n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Text\u00ea\nvexwarin\u00ea hate dan\u00een. Li ser t\u00eaxt du \u015f\u00fb\u015fe votka. Li Ermenistan\u00ea, ne kurd\nne j\u00ee ermen\u00ee, di civata m\u00eavan\u00ean xwe de, b\u00eay\u00ee araq xwarin\u00ea naxwin. Civata\nme di demeke kin de kemil\u00ee. Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo \u00fb Feyzoy\u00ea Riza, Karapet\u00ea Xa\u00e7o di\nnavbera xwe de dane r\u00fbni\u015ftandin. Siyabend li aliyek\u00ee, S\u00earob\u00ea kur\u00ea Karapet\nli aliy\u00ea din r\u00fbni\u015ftin. B\u00fbk \u00fb neviy\u00ean Karapet j\u00ee, hinek\u00ee li d\u00fbr\u00ee me, li\nn\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ee d\u00ear\u00ee r\u00fbni\u015ftin. Goran j\u00ee, pi\u015ft\u00ee keft\u00fblefteke giran kameraya xwe\nsaz kir \u00fb ronahiya w\u00ea tek\u00fbz kir.\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cad\u00ee em dikarin dest bi sohbeta xwe bikin. Feyzoy\u00ea Riza \u00fb Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo bi k\u00eaf \u00fb e\u015fqeke mezin bi Karapet re ketin nava mij\u00fblahiyan. Ez pirs\u00ean xwe kontrol dikim. Hewl didim ku pirsa xwe ya p\u00ea\u015f\u00een ji Karapet bikim, beriya min dest bi van r\u00eazikan dike: Zal \u00fb dal bira b\u00fbn Behra Wan\u00ea kaniya wan b\u00fb De\u015fta M\u00fb\u015f\u00ea pir\u00eaza hesp\u00ea wan b\u00fb Diyarbekir korta gidiya b\u00fb Bismil cih\u00ea deve\u00e7iya b\u00fb Bi\u015f\u00ear\u00ee cih\u00ea k\u00eaf \u00fb henek \u00fb laqirdiya b\u00fb Ridwana Bav\u00ea Temo cih\u00ea gewr \u00fb rinda b\u00fb Rex\u015f\u00ea Belek j\u00ee hesp\u00ea wan b\u00fb… <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201c50 milyon kurmanc nikare min xwed\u00ee bike!..\u201d <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201850 milyon\nkurmanc nikare min xwed\u00ee bike!..\u2019 <\/em>Di\ndestp\u00eaka sohbeta me de, bi v\u00ea gotina Ap\u00ea Karapet st\u00fbye me xwar dibe. Dike ku\nem ji hal \u00fb rew\u015fa ku stranb\u00eaj, hunermend \u00fb dengb\u00eaj\u00ean me t\u00ea de ne \u015ferm\nbikin. Dixwazim ku dengb\u00eaj\u00ea me sedema gil\u00ee \u00fb gazin\u00ean xwe ji me re bib\u00eaje.\nDest p\u00ea dike li gor\u00ee xwe\u015fb\u00eajiya dengb\u00eajiy\u00ea dib\u00eaje:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n\u201895\nsal in ku bi kurmanc\u00ee dib\u00eajim. Ji bo kurmancan dib\u00eajim hevalo. Li welat\u00ea\nkurmancan, d\u00ea \u00fb bav\u00ea min ku\u015ftin. Li hafa xwi\u015fk \u00fb biray\u00ea min. Pi\u015ft re\nketim civata mezin\u00ean e\u015f\u00eer\u00ean kurmancan, min ji wan re bi salan kilam gotin.\n\u015e\u00eax Se\u00eed \u015fer kir, \u015fer\u00ea kurdan. Roma Re\u015f kok l\u00ea an\u00ee bir\u00ea min! Ji bo v\u00ea\nyek\u00ea j\u00ee, kul \u00fb keser\u00ean min z\u00eade b\u00fbn, di 25 saliya xwe de ez derbas\u00ee\nBinxet\u00ea b\u00fbm. \u00c7\u00fbm S\u00fbr\u00ee, nava kurmanc\u00ean w\u00ea der\u00ea. Li Qam\u00ee\u015flo \u00fb Hes\u00ee\u00e7\u00ea\nmam. Kur\u00ea min S\u00earop li wir ji diya xwe re b\u00fb. Li wir j\u00ee, b\u00fbm dost\u00ea\nkurmancan, b\u00fbm dost\u00ea dengb\u00eaj\u00ean kurmancan. Ev 56 sal in ku hatime Er\u00eevan\u00ea,\nd\u00eesa j\u00ee ji bo kurmancan \u00fb bi ziman\u00ea kurmanc\u00ee dib\u00eajim. Ez li vir im, l\u00ea\ndil \u00fb m\u00eajiy\u00ea min li wel\u00eat e hevalo. Va ye tu dib\u00een\u00ee, ez bi ziman\u00ea xwe j\u00ee\nnizanim. Ez file me, l\u00ea xwed\u00ee \u00fb xwedan\u00ean min kurmanc in… Tu dib\u00een\u00ee min\n\u00e7i qas ji bo kurdan kir. Va ye tu hal\u00ea min dib\u00een\u00ee, ne ji bo lixwekirin\u00ea, ne\nj\u00ee ji bo xwarin\u00ea heye… L\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee, ez nemirime hevalo!..\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nBer\u00ea\nxwe dide Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo, bil\u00fbr \u00fb f\u00eeq\u00ean li ser masey\u00ea hildide dest\u00ea xwe \u00fb\ndidom\u00eene:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Tu dib\u00een\u00ee,\nev bil\u00fbr \u00fb f\u00eeq\u00ean Eg\u00eed in. Ev 60 sal in ku Eg\u00eed ji bo kurmancan li f\u00eeq \u00fb\nzirney\u00ea dixe. \u00c7i qas dengb\u00eaj di radyoy\u00ea de gotine, Eg\u00eed li pey wan sekiniye\n\u00fb ji wan re li f\u00eeq \u00fb bil\u00fbr\u00ea xistiye. Di tevahiya kilam\u00ean min de, f\u00eeq \u00fb\nbil\u00fbra w\u00ee ya xwe\u015f heye. L\u00ea bi Xwed\u00ea, Eg\u00eed b\u00eaje ne rast e j\u00ee, ez dizanim\nku bir\u00e7\u00ee ye. Gil\u00ee \u00fb gazin\u00ean min ji bo v\u00ea yek\u00ea ne Salih\u00ea min… Hewce\nnake ku dir\u00eaj bikim, va ye tu rew\u015fa me dib\u00een\u00ee!.\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nBel\u00ea,\nji nava odeya ku em l\u00ea r\u00fbni\u015ftine, rew\u015fa wan zelal \u00fb berbi\u00e7av dib\u00fb. B\u00eahna\nfeq\u00eer\u00ee \u00fb belengaziy\u00ea j\u00ea dif\u00fbriya. Du s\u00ea r\u00fbni\u015ftek \u00fb kursiy\u00ean kevin \u00fb\n\u015fikest\u00ee. Dolabeke cam\u00ean w\u00ea j\u00ea ket\u00ee. Sobeyeke teneke ya daran. Ligel ku\nhewa gelek\u00ee sar e, t\u00eena sobey\u00ea tuneye. Pi\u015ft re em h\u00een b\u00fbn ku dar\u00ea ku\nbixin sobey\u00ea j\u00ee tuneye. Gava ku der\u00ee vedibe, hewayeke sar \u00ee cemid\u00ee li \u00e7av\n\u00fb bir\u00fby\u00ean me dikeve. Li erd\u00ea, berikeke ku mirov li dev\u00ea deriyan j\u00ee ranaxe\nraxistiye. Li d\u00eew\u00ear, \u00e7end salnamey\u00ean ku du sal ber\u00ea r\u00fbpel\u00ean w\u00ea qediyane.\nDi navbera min \u00fb Siyabend de, radyoyeke kevnar… Ti\u015ft\u00ean li nava mal\u00ea ev b\u00fbn.\n\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7av\u00ea\nmin di\u00e7e ser Karapet\u00ea dengz\u00ear\u00een. Ligel xizan\u00ee \u00fb belengaziy\u00ea, di r\u00fby\u00ea w\u00ee\nde heybeteke mezin. Kif\u015f e m\u00ear\u00ea ber\u00ea ye. Zilam\u00ea\n\n civat \u00fb caqiy\u00ean giran.\nDengb\u00eaj\u00ea kilam\u00ean m\u00earaniy\u00ea. Hindik be j\u00ee, r\u00ee \u00fb simb\u00eal\u00ea w\u00ee hatiye. Cak\u00eat,\npantor \u00fb \u00ee\u015flik\u00ea l\u00ea ye li hev nakin. Cak\u00eatek\u00ee \u015f\u00een \u00ee sp\u00eex\u00eaz, ji ber ku\ncak\u00eat mezin e, dest\u00ean w\u00ee xwiya nabin. Pantorek\u00ee re\u015f, \u00ealekek\u00ee gewr \u00fb ji d\u00eavla\nsol\u00ea ve \u015fimikek heye di piyan de. Diyar e her yek ji h\u00eala kesek\u00ee ve j\u00ea re\nhatiye kir\u00een. \n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Min\nji b\u00eer kirib\u00fb, w\u00ea gav\u00ea hate b\u00eera min. Yekser rab\u00fbm ser xwe \u00fb \u00ee\u015flik\u00ea ku\nmin li Stenbol\u00ea j\u00ea re kir\u00eeb\u00fb min ji \u00e7entey\u00ea xwe derxist \u00fb radest\u00ee w\u00ee\nkir \u00fb got:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
–Ev\np\u00ea\u015fk\u00ea\u015f\u00ee ya te ye Mam\u00ea Karapet. Ne lay\u00eeq\u00ea te ye, l\u00ea tu li qis\u00fbr\u00ea nenih\u00eare.\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nK\u00eafa\nw\u00ee hat, kenek\u00ee zirav xwe li r\u00fby\u00ea w\u00ee p\u00ea\u00e7a, got:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Mala\nte ava kur\u00ea min, l\u00ea te ji min re \u00e7ima araq nean\u00ee. Mirov li vir gava di\u00e7e\nmala cam\u00earek\u00ee, araq\u00ea bi xwe re dibe… \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nEg\u00eed\u00ea\nCimo bil\u00fbra dest\u00ea xwe dat\u00eene \u00fb dib\u00eaje:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Aniye\nGerab\u00eat! Salih\u00ea bira ji te re araq j\u00ee aniye. Araqeke mosqov\u00ee!\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nKarapet:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u00ca ba\u015f e heyran, rehma Xwed\u00ea li gora miriy\u00ean w\u00ee be…<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ez 102 sal\u00ee me dosto! <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\nBer\u00ea\nxwe didim\u00ea, di navbera me de qisedanek dest p\u00ea dike:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Mam\u00ea\nKarapet, niha tu \u00e7awa y\u00ee, hal\u00ea te \u00e7i ye?\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n-W\u00ea\nhal\u00ea min \u00e7awa be? Va ye emr\u00ea min b\u00fb 100 sal, ne wisa?\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Er\u00ea,\nem bib\u00eajin, n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ee 100 sal?\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nDest\u00ea\nxwe dir\u00eaj\u00ee ber\u00eeka xwe ya cak\u00eat dike, bi awayek\u00ee h\u00earsb\u00fby\u00ee:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Weleh,\n102 j\u00ee, va ye paseporta min. W\u00ea \u00e7i bi min bibe? Xwed\u00ea Teala ev kilam dane\nmin, min ji xwe re \u00e7\u00eakirine. Ez cam\u00earan \u00fbxraq dikim, k\u00eafa wan t\u00eenim. Cam\u00earek\nt\u00ea mala min, para w\u00ee didim\u00ea. Ne wisa Eg\u00eed? Ez dib\u00eajim, \u2018H\u00fbn ser \u00e7avan\nhatin!\u2019 \u00fb ev e min ti\u015ftek\u00ee din j\u00ee nekiriye…\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n-Tu\ndib\u00eaj\u00ee, k\u00eaf k\u00eafa min e!..\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Heyran,\nti\u015ftek\u00ee min tuneye ez bidime we. Ez ev im. Dib\u00eajin, \u2018Hinek ji mal\u00ea xwe,\nhinek ji can\u00ea xwe.\u2019 \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nEz\ndixwazim ew h\u00ead\u00ee h\u00ead\u00ee were ser wan roj\u00ean ber\u00ea. Roj\u00ean ber\u00ea y\u00ean dengb\u00eajiy\u00ea.\nCivat\u00ean ber\u00ea. Gelo gava ku Karapet\u00ea Xa\u00e7o li De\u015fta Xerzan b\u00fb, li K\u00fbrahiya\nBi\u015f\u00eariy\u00ea, li Gund\u00ea Bil\u00eader \u00fb Hethetk\u00ea b\u00fb, d\u00eemeneke \u00e7awa derdiket hol\u00ea?\nW\u00ea gav\u00ea dengb\u00eaj\u00ean \u00e7awa heb\u00fbn? Nav\u00ean wan \u00e7i b\u00fbn?\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dest\np\u00ea dike \u00fb dib\u00eaje:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Dengb\u00eaj\u00ea\nme heb\u00fb yek\u00ee kor. Fileh b\u00fb, nav\u00ea w\u00ee Sako b\u00fb, Sakoy\u00ea Kor j\u00ea re digotin.\nAxa \u00fb began di\u015fande pey. Yek\u00ee extiyar j\u00ee, bi dest\u00ean w\u00ee digirt, gund bi\ngund digerand. W\u00ee kilam ji ber xwe ve \u00e7\u00eadikirin. Sako ji her du \u00e7avan hafiz\nb\u00fb lo! Li gund\u00ean Fil\u00eet\u00ea Quto dima. Gund\u00ean Hethetk\u00ea \u00fb Bolind\u00ea. Li Hethetk\u00ea\nj\u00ee, du bavik hene; bavik\u00ean E\u015f\u00eera Re\u015fkotan; Mala Xalo \u00fb Mala Quto. Wek\u00ee\nmin got, axa di\u015fandin pey. Di Sala Ferman\u00ea de. Behsa sala 1915\u2019an dikim. Li\nFarq\u00een\u00ea begek heye. Farq\u00een j\u00ee, bajarek\u00ee delal e, bajarek\u00ee Diyarbekir\u00ea ye.\nJi Pira \u00calih\u00ea heta Farq\u00een\u00ea 15 k\u00eelom\u00eatro ye. Li Farq\u00een\u00ea, begek heye,\nBehram Beg. Beg di\u015f\u00eene pey Sakoy\u00ea Kor…\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n-Fetah\nBeg\u00ea M\u00eer\u00ea X\u00earzan\u00ea j\u00ee heye, ne?\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Er\u00ea\nl\u00ea. Fetah Beg\u00ea M\u00eer\u00ea Xerzan li Zoq\u00ea r\u00fbdin\u00ea. Behram Beg\u00ea li Farq\u00een\u00ea ayr\u00ee\nye. Hing\u00ea hik\u00fbmat tuneb\u00fb. Qaymeqamt\u00ee li Zoq\u00ea b\u00fb. Neyse, ev dengb\u00eaj \u00e7\u00fb\nFarq\u00een\u00ea mala Behram Beg\u00ea. Go:\n\n<\/em> \n \n <\/em>Ferman\n e\n \n <\/em>Li\n Stenbol\u00ea \u015fer e\n \n <\/em>Li\n Eden\u00ea li fila dane\n \n <\/em>Sal\n qelib\u00ee dora sal\u00ea\n \n <\/em>Dora\n \u00eas\u00eer\u00ea van deran e\n \n <\/em>Ez\u00ea\n bi hafa gund\u00ea Cano ketim\n \n <\/em>Bi\n mil\u00ea zilaman girtin\n \n <\/em>Ji\n qul\u00ea keviran ji nava zadan diki\u015fandin\n \n <\/em>\n \n \n \n K\u00eafa\n Behram Beg\u00ea t\u00ea. Sako \u015ferm nake, kor e. \n \n \n Kilama\n xwe diguh\u00eaze \u00fb dib\u00eaje:\n \n \n \n \n \n Beg\u00ea\n min ez \u00e7\u00fbme Bedl\u00ees\u00ea li w\u00ee sirt\u00ee\n \n <\/em>Giran\n e esker\u00ea v\u00ee \u00dbris\u00ee bi ser de girt\u00ee\n \n <\/em>Mihacir\n ji baj\u00ear derketin bi h\u00eas\u00eert\u00ee\n \n <\/em>Nizanim\n ev \u00e7i dem e \u00e7i dewran e\n \n <\/em>Mihaciran\n s\u00eenor\u00ean xwe vedane\n \n <\/em>\u00ca\n fila li ser zik\u00ea t\u00ear b\u00fb ku\u015ftin\n \n <\/em>Ev\n mihacir temam li \u00e7ol\u00ea b\u00eaxwey\u00ee mane<\/em>\n \n \n \n \n \n Beg\n got:\n \n \n -Sako,\n ev \u00e7\u00eaneb\u00fb!\n \n <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nSako\ngot:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Beg\u00ea\nmin ev j\u00ee tew\u00eena w\u00ee ye! Heta v\u00eaga k\u00eafa te dihat, tu bi v\u00ea xeber\u00ea \u00e7ima\naciz dib\u00ee? Ev j\u00ee, cewaba w\u00ee ye.\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n-Wek\u00ee\ndin dengb\u00eaj heb\u00fbn?\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Yek\u00ee\nmisilman j\u00ee heb\u00fb. Xwed\u00eadan b\u00fb nav\u00ea w\u00ee. Li gund\u00ea me Bil\u00eader\u00ea dima. Gava\nw\u00ee kilam digot, ez bi\u00e7\u00fbk b\u00fbm. Min li ber dewar-mewaran kilam digot, kilam\u00ean\nke\u00e7ik me\u00e7ikan. Min ne ji axa \u00fb began re, ji xwe re digot. Min kilam\u00ean\nbereday\u00ee digot. Min kilam ba\u015f dizanib\u00fbn.\u2019 \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nGelo Karapet\u00ea Xa\u00e7o dengb\u00eajiya\nxwe ji k\u00ea girtiye. Wek\u00ee t\u00ea zan\u00een, di dil\u00ea her dengb\u00eaj\u00ee de p\u00eerek,\nhezkiriyek, dengb\u00eajek\u00ee mezin heye. Karapet feyza xwe ji k\u00ea girtiye? Di bin\u00ea\nbandora k\u00eejan dengb\u00eaj\u00ee de maye?\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Wele\nhema ji s\u00ea pa temam kilam\u00ean min in. Min ji kes\u00ee kilam negirtine, exleb\u00ee\nkilam\u00ean min in. Jixwe Sakoy\u00ea Kor b\u00fb \u00fb Xwed\u00eadan heb\u00fb. Wan kilam digotin,\nmin nedigot. Min digot, l\u00ea min li civatan nedigot. Min \u015ferm dikir li civata\ncam\u00earan kilam bigota. Min ji xwe re li ber dewaran digot. L\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee, wek\u00ee\nmin nikarib\u00fbn bigotana. \u00c7end kilam\u00ean wan \u00ean xwe\u015f heb\u00fbn. Min zehf zanib\u00fb\ncam\u00ear, qey dikarib\u00fbn wek\u00ee min bigotana?! Ji bav\u00ea wan z\u00eade b\u00fb wek\u00ee min\nbigotana. L\u00ea weleh min \u015ferm dikir li civatan bigota.\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nD\u00eesa\ngotin\u00ean w\u00ee dibirim \u00fb dipirsim:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Tu \u00e7end kilaman dizan\u00ee, tu\nheta king\u00ea dikar\u00ee bib\u00eaj\u00ee? \n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Ku\nb\u00eane b\u00eera min, heta heye dikarim bib\u00eajim. Ku bihi\u015ftana, ne du roj, ne s\u00ea\nroj, min dikarib\u00fb heta du mehan kilam bigotana. Min \u00ea kilam\u00ean zilaman bigota,\nkilam\u00ean m\u00earaniy\u00ea. Ez dengb\u00eaj\u00ea kilam\u00ean m\u00earaniy\u00ea me hevalo! Gaz\u00ee min\ndikirin, ez di\u00e7\u00fbm Radyo Kom\u00eet\u00ea. Li vir, ji min re digotin, \u2018V\u00ea b\u00eaje, v\u00ea\nb\u00eaje!\u2019. Li radyoy\u00ea digotin, \u2018Ev nabe, ev nabe, ev nabe.\u2019 Ez v\u00ea gav\u00ea j\u00ee\ndest p\u00ea bikim, ku newestim, heta 300-400 kilam\u00ee dikarim bib\u00eajim. Me y\u00ea xwe\nrehet bikira, saetek dudu me y\u00ea d\u00eesa bigota. Gotineke me kurmancan heye; dib\u00eaje,\n\u2018Bira birat\u00ee ye, bazar beyan\u00ee ye.\u2019 Her\u00e7\u00ee di v\u00ea toprax\u00ee de, li ti der\u00ee,\nkes nikare wek\u00ee min bib\u00eaje.\u2019 \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nKarapet\u00ea\nXa\u00e7o di 25 saliya xwe de De\u015fta Xerzan, Re\u015fkotan, Bi\u015f\u00ear\u00ee \u00fb Misirc\u00ea\n(Gurdilan) terikandiye \u00fb derbas\u00ee Binxet\u00ea b\u00fbye. Heta sala 1946\u2019an, li Qam\u00ee\u015floy\u00ea\nmaye. Di 1946\u2019an de j\u00ee, tev\u00ee jina xwe Melek Xanim \u00fb kur\u00ea xwe S\u00earop ber\u00ea\nxwe dide Er\u00eevana Ermenistan\u00ea. Di ser \u00fb bin\u00ea gotina xwe de, behsa Xerzan \u00fb\nRe\u015fkotan dike. Gelo \u00e7i qas b\u00eariya wan deran kiriye? \u00cero bihi\u015ftana, gelo w\u00ea\nbi\u00e7\u00fbya wir? Werin em bi hev re guh\u00ean xwe bidin bersiva v\u00ea pirs\u00ea:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Weleh\nlawo, ji Diyarbekir heta Bi\u015f\u00eariy\u00ea, Re\u015fkotan \u00fb Pira Batman\u00ea gund bi gund,\nkan\u00ee bi kan\u00ee ez nas dikim. Ha v\u00ea gav\u00ea cam\u00earek\u00ee kur\u00ea cam\u00earan bi mil\u00ea min\nbigire bibe, ez \u00ea yek bi yek nav\u00ea \u00e7iya, de\u015ft, newal \u00fb kaniyan bib\u00eajim.\nHema ew dera roja ku d\u00ea \u00fb bav\u00ea min ku\u015ftine \u00fb ji w\u00ea roj\u00ea ve min ned\u00eetiye,\nb\u00eale weleh\n\n ku min bid\u00eeta, ba\u015f b\u00fb. \u00c7awa di sala 1915\u2019an de, bav\u00ea min ku\u015ftine,\nez ji Bil\u00eader derketime. Tu zan\u00ee, ez ji Bil\u00eader\u00ea me Salih… Wan fileh\u00ean\nxwe ku\u015ft, ez derbas\u00ee gund\u00ea Fil\u00eet\u00ea Quto b\u00fbm, w\u00ee fileh\u00ea xwe neku\u015ftin.\nDest neda fileh\u00ean xwe. Em li w\u00ea der\u00ea xilas b\u00fbn.\u2019 \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nDi v\u00ea navber\u00ea de, me j\u00ea xwest ku ew kilamek\u00ea ji me re bib\u00eaje. Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo kete nav gotin\u00ea \u00fb xwest ku Karapet kilama Fil\u00eet\u00ea Quto bib\u00eaje. Va ye bi bil\u00fbra Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo kilama Fil\u00eet\u00ea Quto ji w\u00ee deng\u00ea qirase \u00fb efsane. Feyzoy\u00ea Riza j\u00ee, dest\u00fbr digire \u00fb benda duyem\u00een dib\u00eaje: \u2018….Heylo heylo heylo heylo heylo heylo Heylo heylo heylo heylo \u015eem\u00ea reben\u00ea \u015eem\u00ea digo Fil\u00eeto lawo li malt\u00eeka karwan\u00ea xw\u00eayo Daniy\u00ea Kaniya Badere\u015f\u00ea lawo ser av\u00eayo \u015eem\u00ea reben\u00ea Dib\u00ea, Fil\u00eet\u00ea Quto gelo digere d\u00eesa li xirabiy\u00ea \u015eem\u00ea reben\u00ea \u015eem\u00ea digo, Fil\u00eeto lawo dil\u00ea min\u00ea w\u00ea dil dib\u00eayo Ne min go, ne\u00e7e p\u00ea\u015fiya van ter\u015f \u00fb talanan De ters \u00fb tali\u015f\u00ee gune ne \u00e7av\u00ea Jin \u00fb zarok\u00ea wana li r\u00ea ne lo \u015eem\u00ea reben\u00ea….\u2019 <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
24 saet\u00ean Karapet\u00ea Xa\u00e7o <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\nGelo\n24 saet, ango rojeke Karapet\u00ea Xa\u00e7o \u00e7awa derbas dibe. Ser\u00ea sibeh\u00ea radibe \u00e7i\ndike? Di bax\u00e7e \u00fb hew\u015fa xwe de \u00e7andin\u00ee \u00fb kolan\u00ea dike? Wek\u00ee ber\u00ea kilaman\ndib\u00eaje? Civata w\u00ee \u00e7\u00eadibe? T\u00eakiliy\u00ean w\u00ee \u00fb gundiyan \u00e7awa ye? Li gund\u00ea\nwan, kurd hene, an na? Em dixwazin dengb\u00eaj\u00ea me bersiva van pirsan bide. Dide j\u00ee:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Ez\n\u00ea \u00e7i bikim? Carinan heta \u00eavar\u00ea dikevim bin\u00ea lih\u00eaf\u00ea \u00fb serma ye. Agir\ntuneye. Ku germ be, ku dinya germ be, di\u00e7im nava gund. Hinek extiyar\u00ean wek\u00ee\nmin hene, di\u00e7im ba wan. Em bi kaxizan dil\u00eezin. Em wext\u00ea xwe dibor\u00eenin. Wek\u00ee\n\u015fevbih\u00eark ha! Te f\u00eam kir? Heta dibe \u00eavar, d\u00eesa em t\u00ean mala xwe.\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n-Kar \u00fb bar\u00ea nava b\u00eax\u00e7e j\u00ee\ndik\u00ee carinan?\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018\u00c7ii?\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n-Kolan\u00ea j\u00ee dik\u00ee carinan, kolan\u00ea?\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Oho!\nXwed\u00ea ji te raz\u00ee be, tu henek\u00ean xwe bi min nak\u00ee! Tu dib\u00een\u00ee Eg\u00eed, Saliho\npirs\u00ean \u00e7awa dike?\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nLi\nser v\u00ea gotina Mam\u00ea Karapet her kes dikene. V\u00ea car\u00ea kur\u00ea w\u00ee S\u00earop j\u00ea\ndipirse:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Nava\nbax\u00e7ey\u00ea xwe da di\u015fixwil\u00ee?\u2019, dib\u00eaje?\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n\u2018Wileh\nlawo, \u00eecar ez hew dikarim! Ez \u015fixwil\u00eeme mesela 50-60 sal. \u00cecar dora xebata\nkur \u00fb neviyan e.\u2019 \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nGava\nku behsa xebata nava b\u00eax\u00e7e t\u00ea kirin, Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo yekser dikeve nav\u00ea \u00fb dib\u00eaje:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Karapet,\ntu zan\u00ee hezkirina te di dil\u00ea min de \u00e7i qas heye. \u00c7ax\u00ea ez hatim vir pey te.\nJi bo xebata radyoy\u00ea. Kur\u00ea te j\u00ee, li ba te b\u00fb. B\u00eamane, mer di dest\u00ea te de\nb\u00fb ez hatim, rast e?\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n\u2018Wisa\nye Eg\u00eed!\u2019 <\/em>dib\u00eaje\nKarapet\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n\u2018Me\nnasiya xwe w\u00ea gav\u00ea da hev…\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n\u2018Hing\u00ea\nCasim b\u00fb, Xel\u00eel\u00ea M\u00fbradov b\u00fb di Radyoy\u00ea de.\u2019 \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n\u2018Er\u00ea,\nl\u00ea ez hatim pey te. Pi\u015ft\u00ee me nasiya xwe da hev, te mera xwe dan\u00ee, hat\u00ee cem\nmin. Te kilamek got. Min got; \u2018Cam\u00ear, ez li te digerim!\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nD\u00eesa kenek\u00ee biteql di nava odey\u00ea de olan da. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Gund\u00ea Karapet Solxoz <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\nSolxoza\n\u00c7aran, ango bi nav\u00ea n\u00fb Vozk\u00eehader, gundek\u00ee ermeniyan e. Bi qas\u00ee saetek n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ee\npaytexta Er\u00eevan\u00ea ye. Her wiha gund \u00e7end k\u00eelom\u00eatro n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ee Balafirgeha Er\u00eevan\u00ea\nye. Gund ji 130-150 malan p\u00eak t\u00ea. Gund wek\u00ee tevahiya gund\u00ean li Ermenistan\u00ea\ndi nava xizan\u00ee \u00fb belengaziy\u00ea de digevize. Li gund, \u00e7andin\u00ee \u00fb xwed\u00eekirina\nheywanan t\u00ea kirin. 6-7 mal\u00ean kurd\u00ean \u00eaz\u00eed\u00ee j\u00ee, li v\u00ee gund\u00ee hene. Beriya\nku em bipirsin, Mam\u00ea Karapet dest p\u00ea dike nav\u00ean kurmanc\u00ean li gund dijim\u00eare:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Mala\nHesen, Mala Dewr\u00ea\u015f hene. Dewr\u00ea\u015f mala xaltiya te ne, ne wisa Eg\u00eed? Kur\u00ea Pa\u015fe\nmaye. Zar\u00ea Derw\u00ea\u015f; \u00ce\u015fxan, E\u2019mer \u00fb Ehmed j\u00ee \u00e7\u00fbne. Du kur\u00ean w\u00ee mane.\nKur\u00ean Hesen mane, y\u00ean \u015eer\u00eef mane.\u2019 \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nDipirsim:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00eane civata te, carinan tu ji\nwan re kilaman dib\u00eaj\u00ee? Li te dipirsin?\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Na\ncam\u00ear, \u00e7i civat, \u00e7i hal? Mir\u00ee ne, kesek nemaye,\u2019 dib\u00eaje.\n\n<\/em>\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\nDengb\u00eajiya\nber\u00ea \/ Dengb\u00eajiya \u00cero\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gelo dengb\u00eajiya ber\u00ea \u00fb dengb\u00eajiya \u00eero, gava ku\nmirov bide ber hev, w\u00ea d\u00eemeneke \u00e7awa derkeve hol\u00ea? Dengb\u00eaj\u00ee ber\u00ea ba\u015f b\u00fb,\nan \u00eero?\nGuh\u00ea me li gotin\u00ean dengb\u00eaj\u00ea sedsal\u00ee ye:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Lo\nlawo, qey dengb\u00eajiya ber\u00ea ma? Ber\u00ea jixwe axa b\u00fbn \u00fb dengb\u00eajan j\u00ee ji wan re\ndigot. Ku dengb\u00eaj li gor\u00ee dil\u00ea ax\u00ea bigota, ax\u00ea dengb\u00eaj \u00fb jin \u00fb zarok\u00ean\nw\u00ee xwed\u00ee dikir. Deng t\u00ea te? Axa \u00fb beg bi\u00e7\u00fbna k\u00fb der\u00ea, dengb\u00eaj\u00ea xwe bi\nxwe re dibir. Heger li ba axay\u00ea din dengb\u00eaj heb\u00fbya, w\u00ea her du dengb\u00eaj bi\nhev re bigotana, heta zora hev dibirin. W\u00ea dengb\u00eajan k\u00eafa axa \u00fb beg\u00ea xwe\nbianiyana. Ev civat\u00ean ber\u00ea b\u00fbn. Civat\u00ean cimaet\u00ee em dib\u00eajin. V\u00ea gav\u00ea b\u00fbye\nhik\u00fbmat, b\u00fbye radyo.\u2019 \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nKur\u00ea\nw\u00ee S\u00earop dipirse: \u2018Tu dib\u00eaj\u00ee, dengb\u00eajiya ber\u00ea nemaye?\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n\u2018Na\nlo, ka ew dengb\u00eajiya ber\u00ea? Malnexirabo, wele gava em di\u00e7\u00fbn civatan, ji heft\ngundan dihatin hafa me. Kes\u00ee w\u00ea roj\u00ea li mala xwe nan nedixwar. Her kes dib\u00fb\nm\u00eavan\u00ea mala ku em l\u00ea b\u00fbn. Dewleta xelq\u00ea b\u00fb ku civata dengb\u00eajan bid\u00eetana.\nDi civata dengb\u00eajan de, mirovan niv\u00ee\u015fk dixwar, pen\u00ear dixwar, savar \u00fb go\u015ft\ndixwar. Daweta b\u00eadengb\u00eaj daweteke mir\u00ee b\u00fb.\u2019 \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nMam\u00ea Karapet nah\u00eale ez pirseke din bikim, \u015f\u00fb\u015feya xwe ya araq\u00ea dadigire, dixwaze Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo \u00fb Feyzo j\u00ee dagire. Feyzo ji hurmeta xwe naxwaze vexwe. Kur\u00ea w\u00ee S\u00earop j\u00ee, \u015fa\u015fmay\u00ee maye \u00e7ima em araq\u00ea venaxwin, bi misilmaniya me ve gir\u00eadide. Karapet \u015f\u00fb\u015feya xwe hildide, bi Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo re sohbet dike \u00fb dib\u00eaje: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u2018Kilam zilamek\u00ee m\u00earxas e, xelk li ser\u00ee dib\u00eaje.\u2019 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n\u2018Eg\u00eed\ndagire, em 50 gram\u00ee vexwin. Feyzo, tu bimir\u00ee j\u00ee, tu y\u00ea kasek\u00ea vexw\u00ee! Eg\u00eed,\nhik\u00fbmeta ermeniyan guh neda me. Eg\u00eed dizane, ez ji vir bi piyan di\u00e7\u00fbm\nRadyoya Er\u00eevan\u00ea. Min \u00ea bikira qareqar, heta ruh\u00ea min derketa.\u2019 \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nMak\u00eene,\nan j\u00ee erebe tuneb\u00fbn ku tu peya di\u00e7\u00fby\u00ee radyoy\u00ea?\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Mak\u00eeneya\n\u00e7i, hal\u00ea \u00e7\u00ee? Qey tu perey\u00ea min heb\u00fb ez bi mak\u00eeney\u00ea bi\u00e7\u00fbma? Heger \u00e7end\nbanqinot perey\u00ea min j\u00ee heb\u00fbya, min \u00ea ji k\u00ees\u00ea xwe araq j\u00ee bikiriya…\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nEg\u00eed\u00ea\nCimo: \u2018Rast e, araqa xwe dikir c\u00eaba xwe dian\u00ee. Dixwar, pa\u015f\u00ea digot.\u2019<\/em>\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n\u00db d\u00eesa j\u00ee nedihi\u015ftin ku kilam\u00ean\nm\u00earaniy\u00ea, kilam\u00ean zilaman bib\u00eaje, ne wisa?\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Ha\nrehmet li gora miriy\u00ean te! Wisa b\u00fb ha! Digotin, kilam\u00ean ke\u00e7ikan bib\u00eaje.\nKuro, min \u00e7i kilam gotin, haya min ji kom\u00fbn\u00eestiy\u00ea tuneye. Dib\u00eajin, \u2018Ev\nna!\u2019, \u2018Ev na!\u2019 Min kir nekir ne bi dil\u00ea min e. Ez \u00e7i b\u00eajim heyra?\nKurikek bi min re ye, bi ereb\u00ee me bi hev re xeber dida. Bi ereb\u00ee gote min,\n\u2018Xal\u00ea Karapet, tu filan kilam\u00ee nizan\u00ee?\u2019 Min j\u00ea re got, \u2018Lawo, wele ew\nkilam h\u00ea di sala 1915\u2019an de min li ber g\u00ea, li\n\n \u00e7ol\u00ea min digot, l\u00ea weleh ne\nkilama zilaman b\u00fb. Min go, ev ne kilam e, eyb e ez b\u00eajim. Kurik\u00ea ereb aciz b\u00fb\n\u00fb ji min re got, \u2018Di diya wan nim, bib\u00eaje, jixwe ew f\u00eam nakin k\u00eejan kilam\u00ean\nke\u00e7ikan e, k\u00eejan y\u00ean m\u00earxasiy\u00ea ne.\u2019 Pi\u015ft re min dest p\u00ea kir, min kilama\nZemb\u00eelfiro\u015f got. Hem\u00fb li dora min civiyan. Fileh j\u00ee heb\u00fbn, misilman j\u00ee heb\u00fbn.\nEz bi filek\u00ee nizanim. Ji hev re dib\u00eajin, \u2018H\u00eadak\u00eerk\u00eer e, h\u00eadak\u00eerk\u00eer\ne.\u2019 Ez \u00e7i zanim \u2018h\u00eadak\u00eerk\u00eer\u2019 \u00e7i ye?\u2019 \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n\u2018H\u00eadak\u00eerk\u00eer\ne\u2019, yan\u00ee \u2018ec\u00eab e\u2019 dib\u00eaje S\u00earop. \n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018…\nYek ji wan dib\u00eaje, \u2018Tu \u00e7awa h\u00een b\u00fby\u00ee?\u2019, yek dib\u00eaje, \u2018Yaz\u00ee \u00fb\nxwendina te heye?\u2019 Min got, \u2018Weleh nav\u00ea s\u00eav \u00fb pirteqal\u00ea j\u00ee ismet\u00ee\nnizanim!\u2019 L\u00ea min got, \u2018Ez dikarim v\u00ea gav\u00ea li ser te kilamek\u00ea bib\u00eajim.\u2019\nMin j\u00ea re got, \u2018Tu dizan\u00ee kilam \u00e7i ye? Zilamek\u00ee m\u00earxas e, xelk li ser\u00ee\ndib\u00eaje.\u2019 Kilam\u00ean miriyan ba\u015fqe ne \u00fb kilam\u00ean zilaman ba\u015fqe ne, min ji wan\nre got. Wele min got. Ez bi piyan d\u00eesa hatim mal\u00ea. Hinek heval\u00ean min heb\u00fbn\nli nava gund. Ji min re gotin, \u2018Me got, v\u00ea kilam\u00ea, v\u00ea kilam\u00ea bib\u00eaje, te\n\u00e7ima kilam\u00ean ku me xwest negot?\u2019 Min ji wan re got, \u2018Lawo nah\u00ealin, q\u00eay\nez \u00e7i zanim. Ez reben\u00ea Xwed\u00ea bi hik\u00fbmat\u00ea nikarim!\u2019 Wisa em ji hev xelas b\u00fbn,\n\u00eecar em v\u00eaga azad in. K\u00eejan em dixwazin em dib\u00eajin, ne wisa Eg\u00eed?\u2019 \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nD\u00eesa\n\u015f\u00fb\u015fey\u00ean xwe li hev dixin. Di v\u00ea navber\u00ea de, Karapet\u00ea Xa\u00e7o ber\u00ea xwe dide\nFeyzoy\u00ea Riza \u00fb j\u00ea re dib\u00eaje:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Malnexirabo,\nmin digot, t\u00ea berxek\u00ea ji min re b\u00een\u00ee…\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nFeyzo\nl\u00ea vediger\u00eene:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Bihar\u00ea,\nbihar\u00ea Ap\u00ea Karapet.\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nPirseke\ndin l\u00ea dikim:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Mam\u00ea\nKarapet, va ye li ba me r\u00fbni\u015ftiye, M\u00eer\u00ea Bil\u00fbr\u00ea Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo. Ji bo te\nmirovek\u00ee \u00e7awa ye? \n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dibersiv\u00eene:\n\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Eg\u00eed\u00ea\nCimo, ez \u00e7\u00fbme daweta kur\u00ea w\u00ee j\u00ee. Li Zeyt\u00fbn\u00ea. Rast e, Eg\u00eed m\u00eer\u00ea bil\u00fbr\u00ea\nye. Birinciy\u00ea wan Eg\u00eed e. V\u00ea pa\u015fiy\u00ea yek\u00ee misilman j\u00ee heb\u00fb. Nav\u00ea w\u00ee Xel\u00eel\u00ea\nEvdile b\u00fb. Bes wek\u00ee lal digot, \u00e7end meqam digot \u00fb disekin\u00ee. Bil\u00fbra Eg\u00eed\nxurt e, bil\u00fbra adet\u00ee ye. Li v\u00ee welat\u00ee Eg\u00eed e. Digotin, \u015eam\u00eel\u00ea Beko l\u00ea\ndixe. Pi\u00e7ek\u00ee kubar b\u00fb. Xwed\u00ea ji kubaran hez nekiriye. Rojek\u00ea hat mala min,\nw\u00ea li mala min raz\u00ea. J\u00ea re distr\u00eam j\u00ee. Ji min re dib\u00eaje, \u2018Karapet, neb\u00eaje\nyek\u00ee bi\u00e7\u00fbk hatiye mala min.\u2019 Min j\u00ea re got, \u2018Heyra, Xwed\u00ea mezin e.\nXwarina me ev e, va ye ev j\u00ee ciy\u00ea te ye t\u00ea raz\u00ea.\u2019 Eg\u00eed ev 60 sal e l\u00ea\ndixe \u00fb ba\u015f l\u00ea dixe.\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nDipirsim:\nEm kilameke din neb\u00eajin?\u2019\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00eafa w\u00ee t\u00ea, dest bi kilama \u00cezet Beg\u00ea dike: \u00a0 \u2018Hay l\u00ea hay l\u00ea hay l\u00ea hay l\u00ea hay l\u00ea m\u00eero \u00cezet Beg\u00ea tu pa\u015fay\u00ea kurda y\u00ee b\u00eatedb\u00eero Dib\u00ea, roja me derket\u00ee ji Gola K\u00ears\u00ea Lawo ji xwe re ji Sabilat\u00ea Bila kula Xwed\u00ea bikeve ber\u00ea mala Waliy\u00ea M\u00fb\u015f\u00ea, Cendirm\u00ea K\u00ears\u00ea, Y\u00fbzba\u015fiy\u00ea v\u00ea Xelat\u00ea \u00c7awa li pey bav\u00ea Salih torin\u00ea l\u00ea li mal\u00ea Ketine Welat\u00ea Serhed\u00ea, ketine taq\u00eebat\u00ea…\u2019<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dengb\u00eaj\u00ea Malbata Filit\u00ea Quto <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\nH\u00ead\u00ee\nh\u00ead\u00ee em t\u00ean ser E\u015f\u00eera Re\u015fkotan \u00fb serek\u00ea wan Mala Fil\u00eet\u00ea Quto. Wek\u00ee ku\nKarapet\u00ea Xa\u00e7o dib\u00eaje, bi sal\u00ean d\u00fbvedir\u00eaj ji Malbata Fil\u00eet\u00ea Quto re dengb\u00eaj\u00ee\nkiriye \u00fb li gor\u00ee gotina w\u00ee, bi x\u00eara kilam \u00fb dengb\u00eajiya xwe ji mirin \u00fb ku\u015ftin\u00ea\nrizgar b\u00fbye. Behsa wan rojan dike:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Pi\u015fo\n\u00fb Hesen kur\u00ea Fil\u00eet\u00ea Quto ne. Biray\u00ean hev in. Ew axa \u00fb beg b\u00fbn. Memleket\ndi dest\u00ean wan de b\u00fb. Ez ji te re dib\u00eajim, her yek\u00ee ji wan xwediy\u00ea 25-30\ngund\u00ee b\u00fbn. Ez yek\u00ee fileh b\u00fbm. Min cot\u00ea wan dikir, li ber ga \u00fb gam\u00ea\u015f\u00ean\nwan b\u00fbm lawo!.. Di\u00e7\u00fbn p\u00ea\u015fiya ter\u015f \u00fb talan\u00ean xelk\u00ea. J\u00eahat\u00ee \u00fb tifing\u00e7\u00ee\nb\u00fbn. Wele cam\u00ear ji min re ba\u015f b\u00fbn, min dewar\u00ean wan xwed\u00ee dikir. Min nediku\u015ftin.\nMin ji wan re kilam j\u00ee digotin, gezek nan didan min ha!.. \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nDi van salan de, min li ser bav\u00ea wan Fil\u00eet\u00ea Quto kilam \u00e7\u00eakir \u00fb got. Kilama Fil\u00eet\u00ea Quto \u00fb Mam\u00ea El\u00ea Etmank\u00ee. Ev kilam kilama Re\u015fkotiyan \u00fb Etmankiyan e. \u015eer li ser Bazinbeleka mil\u00ea El\u00ea p\u00eakt\u00ea. Li Kevan\u00ea Q\u00eere, Delana Pa\u015fo \u015ferek\u00ee giran p\u00eakt\u00ea. Fil\u00eet\u00ea Quto li wir ji h\u00eala Etmankiyan ve t\u00ea ku\u015ftin. Ev j\u00ee, dibe sedem ku E\u015f\u00eera Re\u015fkotiyan li E\u015f\u00eera Etmankiyan were xezeb\u00ea. Etmank\u00ee ji Bedl\u00ees\u00ea hatib\u00fbn. Bar\u00ea wan xw\u00ea b\u00fb \u00fb ji ser De\u015fta Xerzan \u00fb Re\u015fkotan bar\u00ea xwe ji bo firotan\u00ea dibirin Diyarbekir\u00ea. Welhasil, pi\u015ft\u00ee ku Fil\u00eet\u00ea Quto t\u00ea ku\u015ftin, Re\u015fkot\u00ee ji Etmankiyan 52 kesan dikujin. Jixwe 55 kes di karwan\u00ea Etmankiyan de heb\u00fbn. 3 heb ji wan sax difilitin. Ew j\u00ee; Ji Mala Xiz\u00ea Re\u015f\u00fbl\u00ea \u015e\u00ean\u00ee, Ji Mala Seyd\u00ea Sil\u00eaman\u00ea T\u00ealo \u00fb ji Mala Em\u00ea Res\u00fbl\u00ea B\u00ealik. Kilam ji dev\u00ea diya Fil\u00eet\u00ea Quto \u015eem\u00ea ve t\u00ea gotin, ku cara ewil min gotiye \u00fb \u00eero gelek dengb\u00eaj j\u00ee dib\u00eajin.\u2019 <\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cDengb\u00eajiya b\u00eaaraq ne xwe\u015f e.\u201d
\u201cEz p\u00eer dibim, dil p\u00eer nabe!\u201d <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\nDi\nv\u00ea navber\u00ea de, dibe teqereqa \u015f\u00fb\u015feyan. Karapet \u00fb Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo dest bi\nvexwarin\u00ea dikin. Bi k\u00eaf \u00fb e\u015fqeke mezin \u015f\u00fb\u015fey\u00ean xwe li hev dixin. Mam\u00ea\nKarapet d\u00eahna xwe did\u00ea ku bi mereqeke mezin li w\u00ee \u00fb \u015f\u00fb\u015feya li dest\u00ean w\u00ee\ndinih\u00earim, gotin\u00ea t\u00eene ser vexwarin\u00ea \u00fb serp\u00eahatiyeke xwe\u015f vedib\u00eaje:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Misilmanan\naraq venedixwar. Ne wan dixwar, ne j\u00ee dihi\u015ftin ku em bixwin.\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nBi\nv\u00ea gotin\u00ea re d\u00eesa dibe h\u00eereh\u00eera me, em dikenin. Dipirsim:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tu heyfa wan salan hilt\u00een\u00ee Mam\u00ea\nKarapet?\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Axaftina\nxwe didom\u00eene:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Ji\n\u00cedir\u00ea du kes hatin, hatin Korbilax\u00ea, mala \u015e\u00eax El\u00ee. \u015e\u00eax El\u00ee \u015f\u00eax\u00ea\nmisilmanan b\u00fb. Kur\u00ea \u015f\u00eax hate pey min ku ez li civata wan kilaman bib\u00eajim.\nEz \u00e7\u00fbm, ez \u00ea ji wan re bistir\u00eam. Ez \u00ea ji wan re du \u015fevan kilam bib\u00eajim \u00fb\new \u00ea pe\u015fkek araq nedin min, qey wisa dibe? Ti\u015ftek\u00ee tew\u015f e, ne wisa Eg\u00eed?\nDi bext\u00ea min de, min d\u00eet du heb pakre\u015f\u00ee\u015f (le\u015fker\u00ea ser s\u00eenor) hatin.\nEsker r\u00fbs in. Du \u015f\u00fb\u015fe j\u00ee araq bi xwe re an\u00een, li ser maseya ku ez l\u00ea me\ndan\u00een. Ez j\u00ee fileh, ew j\u00ee fileh in lo! Me her siyan araq\u00ean xwe vexwarin.\nDeng\u00ea min j\u00ee veb\u00fb. Her du esker\u00ean r\u00fbs rab\u00fbn \u00e7\u00fbn. Ez mam bi ten\u00ea di nava\nwan de \u00fb kilam\u00ean xwe dib\u00eajim. Di w\u00ea navber\u00ea de, jin\u00ean wan hatin \u00fb \u015f\u00fb\u015fey\u00ean\nku me p\u00ea araq vexwarib\u00fbn birin av\u00eatin poxan\u00ea. Ez j\u00ee dib\u00eenim. \u015eex El\u00ee w\u00ea\ngav\u00ea \u00e7\u00fbb\u00fb destm\u00eaj\u00ea. \u00c7end deqe \u015f\u00fbn de hat. Ez li teni\u015fta w\u00ee me, ew \u015f\u00eax\ne, ez j\u00ee meriv im, ne wisa? Ji ber ku jin\u00ean wan \u015f\u00fb\u015fey\u00ean ji dev\u00ea me birin\nav\u00eatin, ez aciz b\u00fbb\u00fbm. Min got, \u2018\u015e\u00eax El\u00ee.\u2019 got, \u2018Leb\u00ea.\u2019 Min got,\n\u2018\u015e\u00eax El\u00ee, tu dims\u00ea dixw\u00ee?\u2019 Got, \u2018Dixwim.\u2019 Min got, \u2018Tu mew\u00eejan j\u00ee\ndixw\u00ee?\u2019 Got, \u2018\u00c7awa mew\u00eejan naxwim?\u2019 Min got, \u2018Tu sincoq mincoqan j\u00ee\ndixw\u00ee?\u2019 Got, \u2018Er\u00ea, dixwim!\u2019 Min \u015f\u00fb\u015feya araq\u00ea hilda dest\u00ea xwe \u00fb j\u00ea\nre got, \u2018Ha ev j\u00ee, ji w\u00ea ye ha; ev j\u00ee, wek\u00ee mew\u00eeja ye!\u2019 Min got, \u2018\u015eex\nEl\u00ee, ka \u00e7i di v\u00ea \u015f\u00fb\u015fey\u00ea de heb\u00fb, jin\u00ean we bir av\u00eat. Tu her\u00ee malek\u00ea,\ntu zan\u00ee tu k\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7\u00fby\u00ee mala k\u00ea. Wek\u00ee qeweta xwe bixwe, xwe serxwe\u015f neke.\n\u00c7\u00ear\u00ea xelk\u00ea neke. \u015eer neke. D\u00eahna xwe bide xwe. Ev av ne heram e, ev j\u00ee,\nji mew\u00eejan \u00e7\u00eab\u00fbye. H\u00fbn ne ba\u015f in, ne ba\u015f?\u2019 Du rojan li wir mam. Me\nqareqar kir ji wan re, t\u00eara dil\u00ea xwe kilam gotin \u00fb ez hatim mala xwe.\u2019 \n\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nGava\nku mij\u00fbl dibe, kuxtekuxt p\u00ea dikeve, li ser hev dikuxe. Ber\u00ea xwe dide Eg\u00eed\u00ea\nCimo \u00fb j\u00ea re wisa dib\u00eaje:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Ez\np\u00eer dibim, dil p\u00eer nabe Eg\u00eed, di diya xwey\u00ee nim!…\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nDixwazim\np\u00ea li damar\u00ea m\u00earaniya w\u00ee bikim, dipirsim:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ji te re bib\u00eajin, \u2018Dev ji\ndengb\u00eajiy\u00ea berde, \u00ead\u00ee kilaman neb\u00eaje.\u2019<\/em>, tu y\u00ea \u00e7i bik\u00ee?\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\nDikene,\n\u00e7av l\u00ea zoq dibin. Bersiva w\u00ee pir balk\u00ea\u015f e j\u00ee:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Y\u00ea\nku wisa bib\u00eaje, ismet\u00ee aqil di s\u00ear\u00ee de tuneye. Kuro, jixwe ne def bi min\ndibe, ne j\u00ee zirne. Eg\u00eed li mey, f\u00eeq\n\n \u00fb zirney\u00ea dixe, ez j\u00ee kilaman dib\u00eajim.\nEv bi min dibe. Xwed\u00ea Teala dengek daye min \u00fb sermiyan\u00ea min j\u00ee ev e. Ba\u015fqe\nti\u015ftek tuneye… Dengb\u00eaj\u00ee \u00fb zirnel\u00eaxistin bi para me ketiye, em dib\u00eajin \u00fb\nl\u00ea dixin. Y\u00ea te j\u00ee, qelem \u00fb nivisandin e, ne wisa Salih\u00ea min. H\u00ea j\u00ee h\u00fbn\nlave nakin, h\u00fbn ne qay\u00eel in, em we \u00fbxraq dikin hevalo!.. Ez \u00ea \u00e7awa dev ji\ndengb\u00eajiy\u00ea berdim, min \u00e7awa 101 sal kiriye? Ji dengb\u00eajiy\u00ea! Tu j\u00ee, kilam \u00fb\nstran\u00ean xwe\u015f bib\u00eaj\u00ee, t\u00ea j\u00ee, 100 sal bik\u00ee… Heta ku li ser piyan bim \u00fb\nheta ku bikaribim, ez \u00ea bib\u00eajim.\u2019 \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nGelo\nji dengb\u00eajan k\u00ea diecib\u00eene. Ji bo w\u00ee k\u00eejan dengb\u00eaj zor \u00fb j\u00eahat\u00ee ne? Em\nkes\u00ean li civat\u00ea bi bersiva w\u00ee \u015fa\u015f \u00fb metel dim\u00eenin:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Li\nv\u00ee welat\u00ee, dengb\u00eaj li ser xwe nab\u00eenim. Li welat\u00ea derve j\u00ee, y\u00ea ba\u015f j\u00ee,\njixwe \u00e7\u00fbne ber rehma Xwed\u00ea. Li Arak\u00ees Solxoz, Feyzo li malek\u00ea got, xwe\u015f\nkir cam\u00ear. Mar\u00fbf\u00ea Dengb\u00eaj j\u00ee hatib\u00fb wir. Gava Feyzo got, deng\u00ea w\u00ee y\u00ea\ncehalan b\u00fb ha, wek\u00ee deng\u00ea min \u00ea ber\u00ea. Min \u015eeroy\u00ea Biro j\u00ee d\u00eetiye, min\nrehmetiy\u00ea Mec\u00eed\u00ea Faris j\u00ee d\u00eetiye. Ew ne dengb\u00eaj b\u00fbn! Mihemed Arif\u00ea\nCizraw\u00ee \u2018Xezal xezal.\u2019 dib\u00eaje, hew! Ew dengb\u00eaj\u00ea min got heb\u00fb, Sakoy\u00ea\nKor, ji z\u00fb ve miriye. Se\u00eed\u00ea Cizraw\u00ee heb\u00fb, ji D\u00earik\u00ea, gund\u00ea End\u00eewer\u00ea b\u00fb.\nW\u00ee j\u00ee, \u00e7end heb kilam digotin. Li Tibl\u00ees\u00ea hevalek\u00ee min heb\u00fb, hema heval b\u00fb\nha! \u015eeroy\u00ea Biro j\u00ee, li wir b\u00fb; dengb\u00eaj\u00ee dikir. Em \u00ea bi hev re li Tibl\u00ees\u00ea\nbi\u00e7\u00fbna mala \u00eaz\u00eediyek\u00ee dewlet\u00ee, ango dewlemend. Heta 11\u2019\u00ea \u015fev\u00ea me y\u00ea\nji w\u00ea mal\u00ea re bistira. Tev\u00ee Koma S\u00fbsika Simo j\u00ee me digot. Koliya Naftalyan\nj\u00ee heb\u00fb di nava kom\u00ea de. Me ew deran\u00ee. Rojek\u00ea min ji \u015eeroy\u00ea Biro re got,\n\u2018\u015eero, rehme li bav\u00ea te, em herin malek\u00ea kilaman bib\u00eajin.\u2019 Weleh cam\u00ear\nnehat…\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nKaw\u00ees\nAxa beriya me kilam digotin. Gava Kaw\u00ees Axa kilam digot, ez 4-5 sal\u00ee b\u00fbm. Di\nsala 1924\u2019an de, mir. Kaw\u00ees Axa kilam\u00ean zilaman digot. Li ba min k\u00ee kilam\u00ean\nzilaman bib\u00eaje, ew dengb\u00eajek\u00ee ba\u015f e. Kilam\u00ean ke\u00e7ikan ne tu kilam in lo.\nDengb\u00eaj\u00ea kilam\u00ean e\u015fq\u00ea \u00fb ke\u00e7ikan b\u00eaje, ew ne dengb\u00eajek\u00ee ba\u015f e. Li van\n\u00e7iyay\u00ean han\u00ea, dengb\u00eaj\u00ean ba\u015f heb\u00fbn, l\u00ea min tevan ned\u00eetine. Dixwazim bib\u00eajim,\nli ser xwe v\u00ea gav\u00ea j\u00ee dengb\u00eaj nab\u00eenim. Bi kilamek\u00ea du kilaman dengb\u00eaj\u00ee\nnabe hevalo! Dengb\u00eaj ew e 7 \u015fev \u00fb 7 rojan kilaman bib\u00eaje, l\u00ea h\u00ea j\u00ee kilam\u00ean\nw\u00ee xelas nebin. Ez mehek\u00ea li ser hev j\u00ee b\u00eajim, kilam\u00ean min xelas\nnabin…\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nKarapet\nwek\u00ee zarokan k\u00eafxwe\u015f e. Ji k\u00eaf \u00fb henekan nizane \u00e7i bike. Ber\u00ea xwe dide\nFeyzoy\u00ea Riza \u00fb j\u00ea re dib\u00eaje:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Feyzo,\nka kilameke xwe\u015f ji mam\u00ea xwe re bib\u00eaje, min tu h\u00een kiriy\u00ee, div\u00ea tu \u00eero ji\nmin re bib\u00eaj\u00ee. Ez \u00ea bimirim, div\u00ea tu r\u00ea\u00e7a min biajoy\u00ee. Her du mam\u00ean te\n\u015eeroy\u00ea Biro \u00fb Mec\u00eed\u00ea Faris j\u00ee xwe\u015f digotin. Deng\u00ea wan xwe\u015f b\u00fb ha…\u2019\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n\u2018Wele\nrast e Ap\u00ea Karapet, tu mamoste \u00fb hostey\u00ea min \u00ee.\u2019<\/em> dib\u00eaje Feyzoy\u00ea Riza.\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\nFeyzoy\u00ea\nRiza dest p\u00ea dike, bi bil\u00fbra Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo kilama Salih \u00fb N\u00fbr\u00ea dib\u00eaje. Di\nbenda duyem de, Karapet maf\u00ea gotina kilam\u00ea hildide dest\u00ea xwe:\n\n \n \n <\/em>\u2018N\u00fbr\u00ea\n dib\u00ea, Saliho rebeno dil\u00ea min \n \n <\/em>Ji\n v\u00ea bi dinyay\u00ea qet tun\u00eene\n \n <\/em>Saliho\n lo ay pismamo lo\n \n <\/em>De\n rabe malik ji mala m\u00eerat\u00ea lo lo lo\n \n <\/em>Wele\n xwedan\u00ee x\u00eara li gund\u00ea me qet tun\u00eene\n \n <\/em>\u00c7awa\n dest\u00ea Salih\u00ea min xistin dar\u00ea kelem\u00e7\u00ea\n \n <\/em>Diyariya\n Diyarbekira \u015fewit\u00ee lo dikut\u00eene\n \n <\/em>Dib\u00ea\n wez\u00ea t\u00eal\u00ea li ser t\u00eal\u00ea bijid\u00eenim\n \n <\/em>Wez\u00ea\n Salih\u00ea xwe ji hepsa Cim\u00fbryet\u00ea bi zor der\u00eenim\n \n <\/em>Saliho\n lo ay pismamo lo \n \n <\/em>De\n rabe ji emr\u00ea xwe de \u00e7ardeh saliyo lo…\u2019\n \n <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nSer\u00ea\nsibeh\u00ea, em ketib\u00fbn r\u00ea, hew me d\u00eet ji ber civata xwe\u015f a Mam\u00ea Karapet b\u00fbye\n\u00eavar. Em ji sohbeta w\u00ee t\u00ear neb\u00fbn. Beriya ku roj here ava, ez dixwazim ku em\nderkevin dervey\u00ea mal\u00ea \u00fb li der \u00fb dor\u00ea bigerin \u00fb bi hev re w\u00eaneyan biki\u015f\u00eenin.\nEm derketin derve, hewayeke sar \u00ee cemid\u00ee heye. Gund\u00ea Karapet n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ee s\u00eenor\u00ea\nTirkiyey\u00ea, li hafa \u00c7iyay\u00ea Agiriy\u00ea ye. Lew re j\u00ee, t\u00ealef\u00fbna min a ku pi\u015ft\u00ee\nhatina Ermenistan\u00ea nedixebit\u00ee, s\u00eenyal da. Min d\u00eahna xwe day\u00ea ku ji w\u00ee gund\u00ee\nxeta Turkcell\u00ea diki\u015f\u00eene. Yekser min xwest ez s\u00fbrpr\u00eezek\u00ea bikim \u00fb li Dengb\u00eaj\nSalih\u00ea Qub\u00een\u00ea <\/em>y\u00ea li Batman\u00ea bigerim, da ku bi Karapet re bidim\nxeberdan. Dengeki qiciq ji telefon\u00ea hat: \u2018Aradi\u011finiz ki\u015fiye \u015fimdi ula\u015filamiyor.\nL\u00fctfen daha sonra tekrar arayiniz.\u2019 (Em niha nikarin xwe bigih\u00eenin kes\u00ea ku\nh\u00fbn l\u00ea digerin. Ji kerema xwe re pa\u015f\u00ea careke din bigerin.)\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nEm\n\u00ea gaveke din vegerin Er\u00eevan\u00ea. Ji ber ku r\u00ea ne xwe\u015f in. \u00c7\u00fbna \u015fev\u00ea\nxerabtir e. Lewma li ser piyan dixwazim Karapet \u00e7end ti\u015ft\u00ean din bib\u00eaje. D\u00eesa\nbehsa wan roj\u00ean ber\u00ea dike. Behsa Se\u00eed Axay\u00ea Cizraw\u00ee, behsa \u015ferma xwe ya\nkilamb\u00eajiy\u00ea dike:\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Li\nS\u00fbriyey\u00ea, li bajar\u00ea Qam\u00ee\u015floy\u00ea, min bi Se\u00eed Axay\u00ea Cizraw\u00ee re digot. Min\nli welat\u00ea me, li Diyarbekir, heta Binxet\u00ea \u00fb ji wir j\u00ee heta Ermenistan\u00ea min\nli her der\u00ea kilam gotine. \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n\u2018Li\nRe\u015fkotan, em \u00ea herin ji kur\u00ea axay\u00ea me re ke\u00e7ikek\u00ea ji gundek\u00ee b\u00eenin. Min\nj\u00ee, bi ser\u00ea hesp\u00ea jina ax\u00ea girtiye. Yek\u00ee fileh \u00fb yek\u00ee misilman heval\u00ean\nhev in. Wek\u00ee ko\u00e7ekan direqis\u00een j\u00ee. Ew di\u00e7\u00fbne dawetan, ez j\u00ee bi xwe re\ndibirim. Y\u00ea fileh kilaman nizane, y\u00ea misilman kilaman dib\u00eaje. Dizanin ku ez\nli \u00e7ol\u00ea, li ber dewaran kilaman dib\u00eajim. Kilam\u00ean bereday\u00ee ha, kilam\u00ean ke\u00e7ik\nme\u00e7ikan. Her du hatin dora min, vir de w\u00ea de gotin. \u2018Kurik, tu di diya me n\u00ee,\nt\u00ea kilamek\u00ea b\u00eaj\u00ee!\u2019 Ez \u015ferm dikim. Ez \u00fb kilam\u00ean li nava mirovan?! Min\nkir nekir, heyra f\u00eade nake. Rab\u00fbm min kilamek got. W\u00ea \u00e7ax\u00ea 15-16 sal\u00ee b\u00fbm.\nNay\u00ea hi\u015f\u00ea min min k\u00eejan kilam got. Ew dawet xelas b\u00fb, em hatin. \n \n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n\u2018D\u00eesa\nli wir d\u00eareke filehan ten\u00ea heb\u00fb. \u00cedeka filehan heye 50 roj. Ya misilmanan 30\nroj e rojiya wan, ya filehan 50 roj e. Li Re\u015fkotan \u00fb Bi\u015f\u00eariy\u00ea, \u00e7i qas q\u00eez\n\u00fb xort heb\u00fbn, hem\u00fb hatib\u00fbn w\u00ea d\u00ear\u00ea. D\u00eareke zehf mezin b\u00fb. Temam\u00ea dengb\u00eajan\nj\u00ee di\u00e7\u00fbn w\u00ea d\u00ear\u00ea. K\u00ee ku bi\u00e7\u00fbya, nan \u00fb xwarina xwe bi xwe re dibir. Y\u00ea\nku neaniya j\u00ee, li wir d\u00ear\u00ea nan diday\u00ea. Ode j\u00ee zehf b\u00fbn, her kes li wan\nodeyan radiza. Li wir, d\u00eesa kilam bi min dane gotin. K\u00eafa wan zehf ji min re\nhatib\u00fb. Ez zaro b\u00fbm \u00fb min kilam\u00ean kurmanc\u00ee digotin. Jixwe gotineke j\u00ee, bi\nfilehk\u00ee nizanim.\n\n\n\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nR\u00eabendan 2002 \u00car\u00eevan \u2013 Ermenistan <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\nJ\u00earenot: Be\u015fek ji wergera pirt\u00fbka \u2018Bir \u00c7igligin Y\u00fczyili: Karapet\u00ea Xa\u00e7o\u2019 ya Salih\u00ea Kevirbir\u00ee ku di adara 2001\u2019\u00ee de li Stenbol\u00ea ji h\u00eala We\u015fan\u00ean S\u00ee ve hate we\u015fandin…<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\nJi bo gelek niv\u00ees, l\u00eakol\u00een, gotar, helbest \u00fb hevpeyv\u00een\u00ean Salih\u00ea Kevirbir\u00ee ji kerema xwe v\u00ea linke bitik\u00eenin:<\/em><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"SALIH\u00ca KEVIRBIR\u00ce, salihkevirbiri@gmail.com Li p\u00ea\u015f, \u015fif\u00ear\u00ea me Siyabend\u00ea Ord\u00ee \u00fb heval\u00ea me y\u00ea kameraman Goran; li pa\u015f j\u00ee, ez \u00fb M\u00eer\u00ea Bil\u00fbr\u00ea Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo. Em ji Er\u00eevan\u00ea ber bi gund\u00ea Solxoza 4\u2019an ve di\u00e7in. Eg\u00eed\u00ea Cimo israr dike ku em li gund\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fiya xwe Dengb\u00eaj Feyzoy\u00ea Riza hildin \u00fb wisa bi\u00e7in. Feyzoy\u00ea Riza biraziy\u00ea dengb\u00eaj\u00ean […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":457,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-456","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gotar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/pen-kurd.com\/kurmanci\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/456","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/pen-kurd.com\/kurmanci\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/pen-kurd.com\/kurmanci\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pen-kurd.com\/kurmanci\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pen-kurd.com\/kurmanci\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=456"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/pen-kurd.com\/kurmanci\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/456\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pen-kurd.com\/kurmanci\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/457"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/pen-kurd.com\/kurmanci\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=456"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pen-kurd.com\/kurmanci\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=456"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pen-kurd.com\/kurmanci\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=456"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}